I Havent posted that I was having a bad day since the day I came here.....I'm flooded with emotions and such sadness and it wont go away! I'm sorry...I've been pretty strong lately. But today.........today....something came over me and I couldnt stop the thoughts or memories. I've been crying for hours........why must there be pain?? Why does one often feel so alone in a world where so many others hurt just as bad yet cannot be found. I feel like I've fallen......and I shouldnt have.
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