I have made a big decision today. I was driving around, and I saw his OW, which apparently, he doesn't have, and I knwo she was in town the same time as he was visiting. We haven't even started our separation or divorce and he is in complete denial of her. I am not a stupid or nieve person, so I don't believe a word he says anymore. I began to take my life in my hands today. I phone some lawyers and is trying to get a consultation with one. I have to do this to get closure. I am ready to move past this for my own sanity. He can have whoever he wants, but I hope he finds someone who can put up with his shit and neediness. I doubt if anyone in their right mind would keep him, but maybe his bitch that doesn't exist (which I don't believe) can train him. I hope he falls, and falls hard. i finally realized today that I deserve to be loved and not to be lied to. He will be the loser of everything and I am ready to fall in love with the man of my dreams. This marriage was nothing but a nightmare.
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