The day is coming this Saturday. The day that my nightmare becomes a reality. It is 4 weeks since my stbx is said that he was leaving, that he had signed a lease on a townhouse and was moving out. Ive basically accepted that, but it is still so hard, too impossible to believe that this is happening. A bit of reality hit this past Saturday, when he moved his belongings out of my lake home, and into our home garage, awaiting the moving van to come on Saturday and move him to the new location. Im already in great angst over the finality of this on Saturday. We have no children, so there will be no need for communication between us. He is moving 35 miles away, so its not like we are going to bump into each other. And we really have only one set of couple friends that we met as a couple; he has his friends and I have mine. So this is really the end. What do you do at that last moment? Hug and wish each other well? Hide out and not say good-bye? Leave and not be there when he actually leaves? I dont think Im a big enough person to hug him and wish him well, but none of these options sound good? What would/did you do? I do know there is still more to come, more misery, getting papers, court or whatever, but how do I make it through this, this seems like it will be the worst event. Too bad, so sad :(
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