Ah friends... I've been here at DS such a short time, but have found so much comfort from you all. So tonight (if you can call 1:30 am "tonight")will you please do me the favor of telling me it is over. I really need your sweet virtual voices to affirm it, confirm it, resound it in my head. Please, please... someone put your arms around me and tell me it is okay, but it is definitely over. Help me say it to myself till my soul feels the truth, because until that happens I cannot move on. Please tell me it is over. (God! I am so sick of crying!!!!)
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