I keep hearing you have to love yourself. I always thought I liked myself pretty good, just cared more about doing for others. But I WANT a husband to share my life with.To grow very old with. And time is precious and I am NOT a young woman any more!! Until tonight, I wanted it to be the one that I sent packing 2 months ago. So now I am wondering if maybe I am co-dependent. It has always been a dream of mine to live happily ever after with a wonderful man that I love, soul-mate, a best freind, a lover. I deeply desire that. I have never loved anyone like I did my jeckyl and hyde hubby. But my heart literally aches!! It is so heavy!!
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