I used to love to sleep. I could nap for hours. My bed was perfect; nice, clean sheets, perfectly lumpy pillows, and the soothing whirring noise of the fan. Lately, I do everything I can to get to sleep. I name all 50 states. I try to remember times that I was completely exhausted and so happy and peaceful to be in my bed. Now my bed is so rarely occupied by me. I'll be thrilled when I can sleep again.
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