Lately I go out and I feel very negative. Like everyone looks better than me, everyone is happier than me. I can't stand being around couples - especially those with children. Today a woman and her daughter rammed into me with their shopping cart and I wanted to tell her to go to hell. I feel like everyone is doing better than me, happier than me, have had a better life than me. It makes me furious. Some married friends I havent seen in a long time want to get together and I am avoiding it - I feel so ugly and like a huge failure. Has anyone else felt this way?
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