Don't even know where to begin. Been talking to this guy for about a year. I wish i could say it started out great for more than the first two weeks, but I cant. In the beginning he thought I waas "pretty" and everything I liked was "interesting" Few months in, I became weird to him, he wouldn't do any of the things i liked because they were weird (bowling, fishing, etc) I continued to do everything he wanted to do like a fool. After months of this, he told me he had a solution to our rocky relationship. The solution: MAKE-UP. He said things would be better if I started wearing makeup, jewelry, got my nails done, and dressed nicer (keep in mind that I was "so pretty" two months prior.) Like a dummy, again I made all these changes. Last week, he said he thought it would help but it didnt. He said he still trying to see if I'm right for him. He even quit talking to me one night because I didnt have my nails done. He said I need the makeup to coverup my blemishes cuz he said he cant help but focus on them when he looks at me. Why does he act this way with me? I have no idea why I accept this treatment. Please dont call me foolish I already know I am
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