i been having a lot of problems with my health in the past 4months. i started getting really depressed after i was told today that my health is causing the depression. they have been trying to treat both at same time. I have to see a therepist for the depression i asked him today straight out am i insane why does it seem i'm feeling more depressed and he paused and said thet think my physical illness is getting worse. he has copies of my medical records and he says they wanted to wait till next bloodtest before they come to a conclusion. we made a list of all the positive things i have done in my life and the negative things. i started thinking bout that when i left. why a list like that am i dying? now i'm even more depressed. One thing i changed after i left on my list the number one negative thing i did was give all my money to exgf. i moved it to positive and wrote it as i gave all i had to someone i love. i don't want to change my life insurance i still want her to have it is that wrong?
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