I am overcome today with anxiety to the point Im shaking. Im so worried about the happiness of everyone else I cant figure what is right for me. I cant figure it out, I cant feel it. Sometimes Im just moving forward so blind I dont know what Ill hit. The ex wants me back but Im too afraid to commit. Ive done a lot this year; new house all new things, school and all the emotions and struggles. Trying so hard to work on myself And I to afraid to tell him some of my feelings as they will hurt him then he gets so emotionally brutal towards me things get worse. I cant continue this pattern of yo-yoing. How do you stop it? I do love the ex but not romantically so what can I do. How do I stop being so worried about others happiness and find my own?
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