Here i am depressed and crying because I haven't herd from him since this morning. He has had his cell turned off all day/night and I can't help but wonder if he is with her. He will text me or call me in the morning and tell me some bs that either his phone died or he was at work. I am so sick of all his lies, bs, and games! Why can't I just let go???? I hate night time cuz that is when my head starts running with a 1000 different senareos as to why he isn't here with me and why he can't even text me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home waiting for him. I hate this so much but yet I allow it to happen.
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