I called him about something when he didn't respond to my e-mail (re: the VPN that he set up but nobody else can figure out what he did and he usually doesn't care to divulge any info) adn he called me back and left a voice mail and the WHOLE THING called up NO FEELINGS about him as my husband/ex-husband! He has become emotionally meaningless. Financially and computer configurationally (?) annoying as all get out, but there seems to be nothing left in the way of emotional hurt, hip-hip-hooray! I get hella lonely, but it is not about him, it is just about being lonely. Today was phenomenally freeing in that I could receive communication from him, and call his phone and listen to his stupid ringtone song about gettin' good love and being a brand-new man(get a new song already, dude) and feel like I was communicating with any other loser dude that I needed to communicate with for whatever reason. I AM OVER HIM!!!!! But I still have the issues of the financial stuff that is causing me great anger, the refusal by him to communciate reliably or participate in the divorce which is highly frustrating, adn the overwhelming loneliness that comes from adjusting to not having a steady companion which is emotionally painful at varying levels depending on the day and the hour. But I am finally over him and not feeling any regret or guilt about that. Hip-hip-hooray!!!!!
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