The day my husband left me was the worst thing that had ever happened to me in my life. I had to process so many things very fast. It has been over a month now, and there is a nasty, vulture that was just waiting to make her move that he is talking to now. Well there is nothing that I can or could have done to have made him stay. So now I have come to the realization that I am not going to lay down and die.. I am going to go out there and live. He has made his choice and that leaves me with no choice but to accept it. So accept it I will.. I am going to start living, and maybe I will find something that will make it a little easier for me to get him out of my system. That is what I think.. I am going to get over him . One way or another.. For my kids and myself.. I dont sit here crying about him anymore. And for me this is a giant step in the right direction, for all the right reasons..
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