I think i've overdosed on self help books the last few days - I realize since all of this turmoil I have come a long way! Yes I have good days, I have bad days, I cry and cry some more, but I have come out my shell, I am doing things a little differently, I am keeping my head up and walking proud. Why - because I am worth it - I want to be happy, I want joy in my life and I am responible for me alone. I talked to him tonight, I asked him whats up - he said he doesn't want a divorce - he doesn't want to move too fast - well guess what - either cometo the plate or get on with it - enough is enough. I am willing to work to a possible reconciliation - I am setting boundaries and looking after myself I honestly think he was taken aback a little - you see I've never done this before - I've never demanded anything from anyone - and it just feels wonderful to take a litte power back or to become empowered. I'm not kidding myself - I know its not all flowers and rainbows ahead - but - good things will happen and opportunities are knocking at he door
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