Since all of this has happened, I feel like I am worthless. Like I am no better than the mistake that I made. I feel like if he loved me as much as he says he does, he would give me a chance. Because he won't, I feel like maybe I am not good enough to deserve a chance. If I gave him all I had, and it wasn't enough, then how will I ever be enough for anyone? I feel like I don't deserve to be happy. I don't know if all that I am feeling is normal. Does everyone go through these mixed emotions? I know that I was the one who done wrong, but it's hard to hear him tell me everyday that I am a good person, and that I will be happy again, and that he loves me deeply and not wonder why if he thinks I'm that great, then why isn't he with me?
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