So yesterday he calls to get my SSN because he is filling his taxes we are still legally married so he needed it. I will file single also... But before that I was thinking all day that I would send him and email and tell him I am going next week to file the default so they can schedule the divorce..He never signed the papers... but then he called... I just dont get it !!! why don't I get that he has moved on, why do I still check to see where he is on the computer... he obviously doesn't care what I do... He is "happy" so he says, but looks miserable.. tells friends he is just getting high all the time to forget.. Forget what this is what he wanted.. I went to a Stress managment semiar yesterday morning and I am doing my stress relief breathing but it isn't helping what the heck is wrong with me... I am not stupid but sometimes I wonder... thanks for listening
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