my partner has always known that i had fibro before we started seeing each other and was fine with it, he understands that im in a lot of pain. Yesterday after spending the weekend with him i started my journey home when i got on to the main road i started to feel really ill and had to pull over and stop. I called my partner who came and got me and took me back to his home but he was really angry which i think was just that he was worried about me. I had got such a shock at the experience and ask for a cuddle he said no he said just get in the car im taking you home i was shocked and said what have i done wrong he just kept saying get in the car i felt really hurt as all i wanted was to be held. We argued and he said i had messed with his day and i was selfish and should consider how everyone else felt when they had to change plans for me. Anyway, he then said it was over i tried to reason with him but he wasnt budging he then brought me home. All day today he has been talking to me online and he said i have really hurt him and he needs time out im just confused as im not sure what to do now and if this is my fault. He wont say if he still loves me im so confused can anyone give me any advice i am beating myself up about it. One second hes saying he is going to come and see me the next he needs his space im lost.
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