I can't get over the anger I feel towards my ex husband. I seriously feel its holdong me back. I have 2 kids with him. I just can't believe he just did not want to change. I can't believe that he just could not stop cheating on me. I feel like it was me...Like I am so pathetic that he had to run to many woman. What is wrong with me, I feel like he damaged my heart. I dont know if I could ever trust another man again. What is wrong with me?
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