I've been thinking lately that maybe I am depressed. I mean, my husband has been telling me that for months, that he thinks I am. I never saw it. But more and more I feel like all I want is to be alone. All I want to do is veg in front of the TV. I have no focus, no energy, no drive for anything. I feel really bad that I dont have the enthusiasm at the end of the day to give my daughter. I'm always so exhausted, I live for her bedtime. Then when she is in bed, I feel guilty, like I didnt spend enough quality time with her. And I look at her sleeping, and I want to cry (and sometimes I do). I havent yet reached the point of actually staying home all of the time. I still go out and see friends and whatever, but it's such a chore! I usually have fun once I'm out though. So, am I depressed, or do I just have 'the blues', or what??!! I dont know if the 'rage' I feel much of the time can be really considered an effect of depression. So what is it? I just know I havent felt like 'myself' for a really long time. And it only seems to be getting worse with time. I gotta snap out of this, and soon!!!!!
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