hi everyone, I feel much better today. I was really mad last night because I have these 2 guy friends that me and my sister lived across the street from when were in kindegarten, ok. well we lost touch and havent spoken in over 8 years, well about 3 months ago I found them and we have all gotten close (only friends) well Allen came over last night. (he works with my ex-husbands best friend (who rapped me and AJ did nothing about)) So he tells me that \"Wesley\" (the \"friend\") wants him to go play cards and drink at his house this weekend, well I am getting the boys this weekend so I know AJ will most likely be there, plus Wesley told Allen to come meet AJ. Well Wesley and AJ both know that Allen and I are now friends. And I got mad because I think it\'s a set-up, That maybe they are gonna try to bullie him or maybe even fight him. AJ is most likely not going to be friendly with him because I am his ex and he may think Allen and I are more than friends, but we are not. I am also a little disappointed in Allen for even wanting to go hang out with my Ex. Is this selfish of me????
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