My life with my husband ended in 2005. We were married 10 years. Although I am the one who moved out physically, he "moved out" mentally about five years into the marriage, and never "came home." It was a roomate situation. It was hell. The divorce proceedings were stagnant up until summer of this year. I was fine with the thought of us no longer together...even happy about it, but now that these proceedings are starting, I don't know what's happening to me. I don't miss him or want him back, but I am always sad now. I can't listen to the radio without ending up in tears, and it's not like me. I want out of this, whatever this is I'm feeling. Not love, not regret. Not wishing for anything but the ease of mind I had before this all started. I just want it to be over so I can move on. I'm ready to move on; I just have nothing to move on to...
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