I am alone now for the next 3 days and I can't believe my life is so empty with no family here in NC and my friends have their families for Easter. I can't believe this is my life after 33 years of marriage to someone I thought I knew and who has started his new life with someone else. He has my two grown kids on his side and I don't see or hear from them. I have no really close friends that are not married, so I will be alone for Easter. I need some help to get through this weekend.
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