I feel good again today, recovered from the tension in the last few days (we lost some bids i tried). Some good sleep may account for it, as the enrgy to kick around and make things happen is there again, and it is soooo good. My guitar lesson yesterday was grreat, and helped my mind to get out of some issues, gave me a window of time to enjoy to be just me and pursue my interests. I have all kinds of challenges this week. I lost a research partner, as they lost their president, research person and basically, barely exist for the time being. I have been reaching out to other groups i may be able to work with. I hope it all falls in place in the right time- which means within a week. Wish me luck. Prince charm and I have plans to spend parts of the weekend together, and i am looking forward to it. Someone I met through funding agency wants to bring mmy colleague and I to do a presentation in their annual meeting...we are sure excited about that. My boss looked into why we lost the bid, and I think he is better, therefore i am better as i hate being in the purgatory in the work place (i.e., feeling vulnerable)...but i can only try my best. Well, and if my best is not good enough, then I will need to consider I too have options. In any case, good to be back to my old self and be kicking around. Perhaps i can stir enough to finaly getting funding going for my own projects. I have beent trying that for the last entire year, so sometimes I cannot help frustration kicking in....but a brand new day is all I need to start kicking and trying to build my own path is this world of ours. My dad says I am the most persistent person he ever met...lol...I sure could use is hugs once in a while..and i hope persistence pays of, sometimes it is all I have. Meanwhile, i will keep trying and trying and trying for as long as this company is willing to do it with me...if not, from another opportunity eventually. Hugs are welcome!!!!
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