Just wondering if anyone has any experience in this department. Been with my husband for 16 years (got together when we were 15)I have finally filed for divorce after living through years of hell with this man, he is addicted to alcohol & drugs.It hurts so bad because I miss him. I know he loved me.I guess the fact that our family ,we have a 7 year old son, wasn\'t enough for him to get help is what really hurts.I am scared about the future, or rather that the emptiness that I feel right now will continue forever.It was like loving Jekyll & Hyde.I know deep down he wants to do good, I just can\'t keep exposing our son to all the chaos & hell. Our life without him is calm, but it still makes me so sad that if he would\'ve gotten help, I would\'ve stood beside him through all of it, and maybe we could\'ve made it work. I don\'t know.
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