After deciding that leaving was my best option, I embarked--quickly. Separation and a final divorce took less than 6 months and it was all my idea. My now-ex didn't want any of it. Now, I just can't come to terms with that decision. I thought that things would fall into place and I'd be happier, but now all I can do is dwell on my decision and wonder if it was right. I sacrificed a great deal because I felt so guilty for leaving. I've never second-guessed myself so much ever and I wonder if I've doomed myself to an unhappy life. Anybody been there?
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