When I get depressed I feel home sick. I miss my family home, the beautiful land, my gardens, my horse barn, cooking dinners for my family, sitting on the couch watching TV at nite, decorating for Christmas, seeing my Son EVERY day,my cats blah blah blah. THOSE are the things I miss so much and want back. Dose this mean I miss the WRONG things?? I keep thinking the reasons I get so depressed and homsick is because I made the wrong choice to leave and I should go back and hold my family together. Am I addicted to "memories and material things" ??
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??