As the day comes to an end I feel different. The hurt isnt there as I remember it. As I sat out on my balcony looking off into the night sky I can say for the first time in a long long time that it felt peaceful. I was listening to my ipod and just felt calm. There was no sadness, no thoughts of missing, just felt nice just to sit out there and not feel anything of the past. I hope that this moment comes again and again, but I will take it for all it was for this evening.
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