I had yesterday off for Canada Day - I spent the day in my pyjammas - I know pathetic - but I just did not have the energy or desire to get out of them. Just a general feeling of feeling blah has hit me since my stbx came up. Althuogh I spoke to him and found some sense of closure - and believe me I'm nto sitting back letting life pass me by. I went with my kids a lacrosse tournament on Sunday which I thoroughly enjoyed and had fun - we had lots of laughts - but yesterday just woke up feeling tired. Today - I woke up and just couldn't face going to work - my stomach is bothering me - probably the amount of crap I've ate since Monday - and the overload on sugar and carbs has taken a tole on me -so I called in sick today - just relaxing around the house - again not doing anything - This is the second time I've called in sick the last year - I just needed the day - to get my mind and my thoughts back to centre - Ijust needed the time - to focus my thoughts on me - to move forward with things - I spent the morning sorting bills - paying them - and feel a little less stressed - lol I always do when I just do something. My next goal is to stop the procrastination to tackle things and feel a great sense of accomplishment when I do - rather then the stress of catching up. Hoping everyone is having the best day that they can
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