So, my husband and I got married 3 years ago, right after I graduated high school. He's in the military and was stationed in Missouri at the time. We've been best friends and lovers for years but ever since he came back from his deployment, things aren't the same. He came back in Nov 08 and we got pregnant at the end of Jan 09. At first, things were great! We were doing so good, then I came back to WA for vacation to see family and thats when it all started going down hill. Long story short, he had an affair, when I came back, he wanted a divorce and wouldnt even sleep in the same room as me. He told me he slept with her once when he was drunk and he's never talk to her again, blah blah blah. I looked at phone records and what did I find but her number he was texting and calling over and over. I came back to WA, had our son, and in Feb 10 he wanted me to get back with him. When I went BACK to MO, I found out the woman he had an affair with had been living there, was pregnant and that was stressful but I was willing to put it all aside for our sons sake. He was being re-stationed in WA so we drove up here together and once we got here, he went to live with his dad and I had to stay at my moms. After we seperated THAT time, he came over one day saying he went to counsiling and needed his wife and child back so, in Aug 10, I moved in with him again. THIS TIME. Apparently, he was being evicted and was also having an affair with another woman who lives at his dads house. He denies it but I found texts, calls and other things on his phone to prove otherwise. So, I had no where else to go but my friend's house. My stuff is still over at his apartment and I have til the end of Aug 10 to get my stuff out, which I dont have the money for. Living with my friend has gotten stressful because we have my son, her 2, her husband and father-in-law as well as her and I. I need to start over but it's not easy and sometimes, I just wanna throw my hands up in the air and say "Screw it! I'm done!". But I have a 10 month old to look after and care for so I cant. I've been too busy raising him that I havent had time to think about what I'm gonna do with my life or how I'm gonna stay sane. Help, I dunno what to do.
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