well Lately I have been having these really Good Dreams like I am on A island and I am with this guy that is a Special person and we are talking but the only thing about it feel so real! Its like he treat me like I want to be treated, and we would go out and I be so Deep in it its funny I dont want to wake up! Im thinking that maybe what I want, but when I Start to talk to this guy my heart beats real fast but I know it only A Dream when I wakeup then I have to be treated bad by my boyfriend. It makes me want to go back to bed to Dream about it again!!!
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