SO MY BOYFRIEND AND I JUST BROKE UP 2 DAYS AGO, AND WE AGREED TO NOT TALK OR HANG OUT BC IT'S NOT HEALTHY FOR PEOPLE LIKE US, B/C WE ALWAYS FALL RIGHT BACK INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH EACH OTHER. YES YOU MIGHT BE THINKING (2DAYS!) WHY IS SHE SO UPSET ALREADY WELL WE HAD KNEW IT WAS COMING, AND WE HAVE HAD BREAKS A LOT BUT THIS LAST TIME WE AGREED THAT WE ARE NOT IN A POSITION TO BE WITH EACH OTHER AND OUR TIME NEEDS TO END. WE ARE SO CLOSE, AND HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH THAT RIGHT NOW IM TRYING TO CLOSE OUT MY EMOTIONS THAT I MISS HIM BY AVOIDING CERTAIN SONGS ON THE RADIO, VENTING ABOUT IT TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT HIM OR US I IMMEDIATLY CONTROL MY THOUGHTS AND THINK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. IT HURTS B/C IM HUMAN AND FEEL LOST B/C I HAVE NOT TALKED TO THE MAN I TALKED TO 5 TIMES A DAY FOR THE PAST YEAR... IT HURTS AND IM WONDERING IF ANYONE ELSE IS GOING THOUGH THIS WHERE YOU FEEL YOU ARE ENTERING A UNKNOWN WORLD BUT YOU KNOW IT'S BETTER FOR YOU AND IT'S DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO BE POSITIVE ABOUT IT.
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