I have not posted anything for a while. I have been trying to get myself used to being alone. Some days have been ok others have not, and today is not a good one. I was looking through my e-mail, deleting some old ones, and found an e-mail I sent to my brother when my ex and I got engaged and it included pictures. I have not seen her face in over six months as I put everything away and threw some things out. Just seeing her picture reminded me of how happy I was at that moment and at a time when I was so in love. I look at my life now, and it is so sad. I guess this shows me I have moved on a bit but not trully over it. This is going to take a long time. thanks for letting me vent.
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