i miss him so much. i cant eat, sleep or even function with out him. he gets to walk away and move on. he is living his life , but i have lost the love of my life. i hate feeling this way. hate what letting someone in can do to a person. i took the biggest risk and went against myself to be with him. i was wrong. he left me and has trigged all my old demons to survice. i feel so alone and again unwanted. i have very few people around me for support and my family are useless. dont think life can get much worse really. i know this sounds so far fetched but everything is going wrong. the dlimmer has gone and i know he wont be back. just wish i had a magic wand to make everything ok and not the reality that he was a liar....
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