I know its not the biggest holiday, but it is the first one I have had since my husband left me. Why do I miss him so much? I know there are going to be bigger holidays - like Christmas, birthdays and anniversarys- how do you get through them without being so depressed? To make matters worse, he took my eldest son with him to DC to see the fireworks. Now I am lonesome and jealous. I don't want my children doing fun things with him, while I continue to have to be the parent and tell them things like clean your room and take out the trash. Although he left us and walked out on them and me, he gets to be the fun parent. Its all so unfair!
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