I had decided to leave my boyfriend back at the beginning of January. It took me a few months, since October, to finally do it. I was upset at first, in January, but now have found someone I really like. I know it's not a rebound. He is everything I have ever looked for. I can be myself without having to walk on egg shells and be afraid in my own house. But I'm feeling like I didnt have time to be upset. I feel that everyone expects me to no be upset. I am strong and have been, but lately I'm just a mess. I can't be strong, but I feel like I need to be because of my new guy. I dunno. Advice? Help? Has anyone else felt like this before? I'm just a mess of emotions and want to feel better.
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