Ive known her since before I got divorced, we lost touch and then back in Oct I found her again. We talked every day since then and become very close, and I have fallen in love with her. I would marry her tomorrow. But she doesn't feel the same way, and has never done anything to make me think she does. She knows how I am feel about her. This is the worst I have ever felt in my life. Its like going though a breakup yet I was never with this woman, and in this case I really do love her which I cant say about my ex-wife. I adore and I just want her to adore me back. About 3 weeks ago she met someone and I have been a total mess ever since. I watch my friends who go through breakups go out and start dating other ppl and in a somewhat short time they start a relationship with a new person, and they find happiness. I have been divorced for more then 3 years and I have not anything with anyone that lasted long enough to call her my girlfriend. Every woman that I have approached has ejected me. I feel worthless and I am asking myself what is so wrong with me that on body wants me? I hate this feeling! I am total miserable.
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