My ex-husband is trying to convince me to give him a second chance. We've been divorced for about a month. Situation in a nutshell: he cheated on me right after our daughter was born= his fault. All my friends and family have assumed that I have moved on at least that's the impression that I give them. But I admit that I miss him and still have feelings for him. I can only guess that this wave of weakness will come and go, but geez does it hurt. I'm also dealing with the added issues of dating again. But going out with random albeit decent men makes me feel guilty...like I should be at home with my 11-month old daughter. I've gone out with men whom I have no real interest in...it's just something that I feel I "should" be doing. Feeling a bit bi-polar today. :(
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