So I've been in Arkansas for almost a week now, and I'm doing alot better. It still hurts but It's becoming less and less. My problem is is that I can't stay with my mom anymore (she didn't say I couldn't). Just our relationship is better if we are apart. Now I have one last option to get a job back in New Mexico. The kids will be better off near their dad then they are here. If I can get this job down there should I go? The problem is then the kids would have a place to stay but I wouldn't. Should I ask If I could stay with the stbx until I save money to get my own place. I've come to accept the divorce is going to happen.
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