I just joined here today, I'm going through a hard mtime. I've been married for 4 years to an amazing woman and I fucked up and cheated on her. I know how awful I was to her and I regret it all. She will not speak to me, she has filed for divorce. I dont blame her. I'm a drug addict and I'm tryin to clean my life up. I could blame teh cheating on my shitty habits but it feels like an excuse. I have no idea how to even try to speak with her. I'm just jumping in here hope thats alright. I can't decide if I should stop trying or if I should try harder with her.
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