Do you ever have dreams about your STBX and you wake up feeling all creeped out? That happened to me today. I had a dream we were just back doing daily things we would do together. When I woke up I felt so confused and had to get my head together that he was gone. It was so strange. For like 10 minutes I couldn't shake that he was gone. The dream felt so real. And so now I just feel blah and creeped out the whole day. What really sucks is when I snapped out of it and realized it was just a dream that sick hollow feeling came back that yeah he left me. He is gone. Its been 7 months and I haven't really had dreams like this. I don't know whats going on. BLAH.
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