I wonder when I will stop giving him the power to hurt me. I do fine when I don't see him or have to talk with him, but when I do, it just hits me. I have not had anyone make me feel as small and insignificant as he can make me feel. He dropped my daughter off tonight and I had to talk to him about my spousal support. I ask him how his appointment went with his attorney and if have the divorced finalized soon. He said if I would just agree with things we would be finished. We were in the kitchen, the kids were in the other room. I was not talking loud or anything. He called me and said that it shouldn't discuss this in front of the kids, I didn't. And that being a bitch was not very flattering. I kept my cool, I was not rude. But my heart just hurts. How long does this take????
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