Why do I keep obsessing over my ex boyfriend Josh and why do I keep going back to him after every time we break up? This has been going on and off with him for years.I have not called him since some time in July. I still have urges to call him. I have manager to not call him since the last time in July. I feel pissed off and hurt.I feel like the biggest jerk ever for hurting Josh and his feelings. Josh keeps telling me he wants to die and kill himself. I need someone to give me a hug and give me support right now.
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