He said he wants to be friends and start from there. Ummmm what the fk does that mean? He is my best friend, after 20 years he says I want to be your friend. So I ask him if he is filing for divorce, He says I dont have immediate plans no, but not sure what to say to that. Ok im so confused he is the most confusing man. When he calls the kid's cell phone it rips me apart, because he wont call me. Ughhh why is this so hard, why cant I just go on. Not miss him anymore. I know I am making progress, but I am also 2000 miles away. Going home next week and am afraid Im gonna fall apart again. And I miss the sex, but guess I have batteries. :)
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