Please talk to me.....I want to call him so bad just to hear his voice....I miss him....I miss him being next to me in bed.....I know I need to let go in my head,my heart won't let me.....how will I ever get better when I am on a rollercoaster? Please help me......I am so tired of feeling sad.....I try to fill my time with other things and I do, but he always gets into my thoughts......I am always wondering if he thinks about me, misses me.....why? Why do I think like that when he left? Obviously if he wanted to be with me he wouldn't have walked out after 30 years.....I have my children and my friends and my family why do I feel so alone? I see a therapist, journal visit this website, why do I feel so lost?
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