I am so confused and frustrated. I am wondering if I am just confusing myself. My husband is telling me to get over him, to move on, I deserve better blah blah blah. He told me if he knew he wasn't going to hurt me agian, he wouldn't let me go but he just doesn't have it in him anymore. He doesn't think he can be good to me. He said he isn't coming back and he keeps telling me and I won't let it go but it will be better for me in the long run if I do. So maybe I have convinced myself he isn't telling the truth. I feel like I still hear the care in his voice, he cries when he talks to me, he calls me everyday. He won't talk about what is going to happen when the baby comes, his feelings possibly changing and the baby making him want to be a better man. He tells me he doesn't want his wife to go to birthing classes alone. He hasn't told him family about what he has done. They think everything is hunky dory. I ask him if he is happy and he says "I'll be ok". I am so confused. I feel like he isn't sure about his decision. I don't want to let go if there is a chance for things to get better.
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