i'm afraid to sleep. for the past few days i have been having this weird dream. and a lot of you are in it. Dream- I'm on this journey walking and everytime one of you are with me during part of the journey. all along i don't know where i'm going i just know i'm going somewhere. as we walk each one of you i'm with tells me your story and gives me advice on what i should do. everytime one of you walk away another appears kind of like a christmas carol. i get to this beautiful house and it feels like the end of my journey i walk up to the door with one of you and before i ring the door bell the one of you i'm with points out this really happy couple sitting out back with there family. its w and her new man and she is extremely happy. i start to cry and say to the person i'm with that i just wanted my money back. and they say to ring the door bell and ask for it. but i can't i explained that this is what i always wanted for her. then the person who is with me says. you gave it to her and you are still giving it to her you can never get to the end of your journey till you take back your life
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