How is that even though i know that the relationship that i had with my ex is over for good, and i know and he often reminds me that he does not care about me anymore.. How can i still care about him? Why cant i just realize the way things are now between us and accept them. I don't know why it still matters to me what he thinks of me, but it does. Just like yesterday we got into a fuss about something, and he said "you will never be able to be nice to anyone, you will try to be, but you never will." and for some reason im still thinking about what he said. I know that towards him i haven't always been nice and yeah i did alot of things wrong, but how can he say that i'm never going to be nice to any guy i date. And why does it matter to me what he thinks? I just feel so lost, so unhappy. I dont even know at this point what would make me happy. Any advice or comments would be helpful
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