I know that others have been through this. My pain and emotions are so close to the surface. I love stbx more than anything. We had a 13 year relationship but our marriage only lasted 2 years, but I've known him since kindergarten. I don't know if I can let him go even though he has been having a relationship with another woman. He claims that they didn't have sex and after sitting with both of them last night I believe it. But apparently, he has more feelings for her than she has for him and he is devastated. I am torn between my own pain and being there for him through his. I am a good person but I think I am teetering on the edge of a break down right now. I was at his house until midnight last night and I didn't want to leave because I believe it will be the last time. I'm finding it hard to function at work. I don't know what to do.
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