My husband and I have been together for 7 years, married for almost 3.5 years. We have a 5 year old and a soon to be 8 month old! We got together young. I was 16 he was 20. Now I'm 23 and he's 27. I've been a stay at home mom our whole relationship(I got pregnant with our oldest 5 months into the relationship). We were having alot of problems as of late. We started marriage counseling about a week and a half again. I found out today he has personals all over the internet! I had made a comment last night about him sleeping with someone at work and got no response. He's cheated (supposedly just kissed) a girl at his last job. I don't believe for a second it didn't go all the way. Anyway, I called him on his personals tonight and holy hell did he lose it. Somehow it became my fault?! He's "not talking" to me right now and I just want to snap and scream! I want this to just be over but I'm so scared. I have no job, no place to go, what am I supposed to do!? I've lost all hope on ever trusting him. One days he's lovey dovey the next ignores me and treats me bad. He's obessed with porn. If I don't have sex with him. Which isn't very often he'll turn porn on right in front of me!He says he does it to get my attention. All it does is inrage me! I can't take the disrespect anymore! Ok... I needed to get this out. I'm going to try and relax and do my best not to cry. He's not worth wasting the tears on.
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