Where does it come from? Yesterday I'm on here (DS) just handing out advise left and right, feeling good this week about working, stayed positive, several encounters with H this week went well; no problems. And then BAM!!!!!!!! I'm driving my kids out of town for an event, got so lost, I couldn't have found my way out of a bag!! Start loosing it, fighting the tears so my kids don't see me and get even more upset cause their already late!! We later go to a huge shopping outlet and it's like every 'cousy, cuddly, couple' I see, I want to vomit!! I'm nine months into this, thought I was through most of this. I hurt just as deeply right now as I did a few days into it!
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